Monday, May 31, 2010

Can I keep you?



Think of the person you'd like to be with the most right now, when did you last talk to them?
Today. but if you want specifics, say half an hour ago- over the phone for close to 2 hours just talking about life, cause that's how we roll :'o)
When did you last really like someone?
Now.
Text or call?
Both?
When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
Can't say I have, reccently
Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
Occasionally
Who was the last person to call you?
Jake
When was the last time you cried?
Today

Who was the first person you talked to today?
The bus driver
Do you like holding hands?
Sure?
Is there someone who you instantly smile when you talk to?
Yess
You're crying at 12 at night, you call?
I don’t
Have you ever been called heartless?
Don't think so?

How often do you get drunk?
Less often
Do you like your life at the moment?
It’s fine
Who did you spend most of the day today with?
Joy, Martika and Jess
J

What’s the relationship between the last person you texted and you?
My mother

Who did you last go out to eat with?
Jake &his family
How late were you up last night?
2am
Have your parents ever caught you drinking?
Well...
Last person you were in a car with?
Jake &aunty jenny
Is someone mad, because you’re dating the person you are?
I don’t think so?

If you could describe your day in one word, what would it be?
Fine

Sunday, May 30, 2010

And that's just life for you

The lecturers have been going crazy with the homework and the assignments and exams, exams, exams!
It wrecks havocs with my brain.
The stress has gotten to my head and as a result, I'm in the foulest mood pretty much all of the time!
I get annoyed so easily,
even at the slightest things.
I hate this side of me.
This is when you have to believe me when I say,
it's not you, it's me!

Friday, May 28, 2010

Jigsaws falling into place



My body is at a stage where I am literally mentally and physically drained. :( :'(
Another thing, it feels so good to have fallen off the radar lately when you’re normally right under it for being the main source for gossip and whatnot :')

Anyway, this one's to all my girlies!
Aha i'm sure i've read this a dozen times but i can never get sick of this one hey!

Life only comes around once, make sure you spend it with the right person.


"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
Who calls you back when you hang up on him,
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead,
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats,
Who holds your hand in front of his friends,
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's Her!"


And that's my boy for you, right there :')

I know I'm in good hands
And I seriously couldn't ask for anyone better!

I lovers you! :o)

Time capsule


Let's take a snapshot of where we are in life;


Dear future me,


Wherever you may be right now and wherever you're headed, I would like to remind you that you are here at this point, only because you have gone through all that you have, learnt all that you’ve learnt and worked hard towards getting what you want to achieve in life. Mid-year exams up are coming up for you and you’re halfway through getting your diploma. You know you can't expect to achieve competent results if you don't put in the effort, although I'd like to commend us, up to this point, for we have put in the effort. Remember the person you want to be, the one you want to become. It'll just make life that little bit easier for you if you set your priorities in life, avoid negative people, quit trying to fix others, smile more, be prepared for rain, remember to breathe sometimes, take each day at a time, prepare for the morning the night before and have goals to work towards.

Think, right now is the time to make ammends, it's out with the old and in with the new. Know that there are consequences to the decisions you make. Learn from your mistakes, pick yourself off the floor when you fall. Don't let petty things get to you so easily, you're greater than that. As mum always says, learn to love yourself. If it's anything i've learnt, it's that mum's always right. Live your dreams and face your fears. Don’t give up now. Don’t half finish things. You can’t expect to get recognition for completing half a diploma. So it's either diploma or no diploma and really, the choice is yours. You and I both know this is important to you. After this year, you'll have this. At least you will have something to take from it, to get you somewhere in life.

Please, please try to always stick it through until the end. Never forget that hard work pays off, so with that alone, you’ve got only your best to give. Felicia, sometimes you just stress and stress way too much to know what's good for you. But please, don’t stress. This is a better mindset for you. Be good to your mental health. Along with prayer and hard work, trust that you will do well. Thank you, thank you, thank you for putting in the effort, this year. Keep at it! Please eat right and get a decent amount of sleep. Do treat your body, health and immune with care, as it has been good to you all these years. Once again, good luck! I wish you well.


From, present me.


Let's not take a single thing for granted, shall we?


Whether it be time, the people we love, our health, our immune systems, the shelter we are provided with, the family and homes to call our own, even the air we breathe...
Let's not take any of that for granted.

Because it's only when you're so close to losing it, you think twice before not appreciating all that you have.
Because you realise it's too late to cry over it, when it's gone.

I came across something today which really is what I think sometimes but what better way to put it than in the words of miss gzillaaa-
(with reference to: gzillaaa.blogspot.com)
topic: true love&happiness v fancy university degree.

"if someone you adore only adores you because you have a degree in your office, are they in love with the idea of being with someone intellectual, or are they in love with you?
if someone you adore only adores you because the money you earn is easy money in their pockets, are they in love with the idea of being with someone filthy rich, or are they in love with you?

now YOU tell me,
do you need a uni degree to be swept off your feet and be treated like a princess? do you need to attend university to be able to love someone? do you need to go to university to proceed on with your life?
the answer is no. of course not.

you need someone that is utterly in love with you to sweep you off your feet & treat you like a princess. you need someone to experience to joys & despairs of falling in & out of love to give you their very best shot. you need someone that can take their own experiences with life to proceed on & learn from their mistakes."

yeah so i don't know about you, but i thought that was really well said.

Sorry for the lack of update, a quick post today.
Right now i am currently busy with sick,
will remember to not take being healthy for granted.
Has too much work to keep my occupied right now.
So time too.
Will properly update this when i have time.
K, all for now.
Bye!

"To you, it might just be the chemicals inside us changing. All I know is our bodies reward us for being with each other."

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

The strange, unfamiliar distance

"Don't give the crowd what they want. If they knew what they wanted, they'd be on stage. Not you."

"When you're at the top, remember what it felt like to be at the bottom.
When you're at the bottom remember what if felt like to be at the top.
Good doesn't last forever.
Neither does bad."
And we wonder why on earth we ever wanted to grow up

"You were a dream. Then a reality. Now a memory."

"The dirt you and I could share forever would grow a tree so high it'd kiss a star, each leaf a promise, each stem a new beginning."

"And if I blink my eyes enough, maybe I will wake up and you will still be there sleeping next to me."
If we focused on all the unhappy parts of life, we'd forget to see the beauty in it.
"Dear Future You,
Hold on.
Please.
Love,
Me.

Dear Current You,
I’m holding on.
But it hurts.
Love,
Me.

Dear Past You,
I held on.
Thank you.
Love,
Me. "
This is an extract from Lillians blog.
Which I liked.
"I had never known stability but I had always known that it was possible.
I had never known safety but I had always wondered what it would feel like.
I had never known love but I had always believed that it was real.
I had never known you but I had always looked forward to the day that I would.
Thank you for giving me the stability I always craved, the safety I always sought, the love I always desired and the person I always needed.
Thank you, thank you, thank you."

Friday, May 14, 2010

And the world said that we could never be together

Thus with a kiss, I die.
-Romeo and Juliet.
I don't have the greatest memory, so probably the only line I know of shakespear.

Aladdin: You, uh, you don't want to go for a ride, do you? We could get out of the palace, see the world.
Jasmine: Is it safe?
Aladdin: Sure. Do you trust me?
Jasmine: What?

Aladdin: Do you trust me?
Jasmine: Yes.
Artist: The Bee Gees
Preferred version by: Yun
Song: How deep is your love
Favourite past time: having in sung to me by Jake. :')

I know your eyes in the morning sun
I feel you touch me in the pourin' rain
And the moment that you wander far from me
I wana feel you in my arms again
And you come to me on a summer breeze
Keep me warm with your love then you softly leave

And its me you need to show
How deep is your love?
Is your love
How deep is your love

I really need to learn
'Cause we're livin' in a world of fools
Breaking us down
When they all should let us be
We belong to you and me
I believe in you
You know the door to my very soul
You're the light in my deepest, darkest hour
You're my saviour when I fall

And you may not think that I care for you
When you know down inside
That I really do
And it's me you need to show
How deep is your love?
Is your love
How deep is your love
I really need to learn
'Cause we're living in a world of fools
Breakin’ us down
When they all should let us be
We belong to you and me

And you come to me on a summer breeze,
Keep me warm in your love
Then you softly leave
And it's me you need to show

How deep is your love?
Is your love
How deep is your love
I really need to learn
'Cause we're living in a world of fools
Breakin’ us down
When they all should let us be
We belong to you and me

Rose: Hello, Jack. I changed my mind. They said you might be up here-
Jack: Shh! Gimme your hand. Now close your eyes. Go on! Now step up and hold onto the railing; don’t peek.
Rose: [breathless] I’m not.
Jack: Step up onto the rail. Hold on. Hold on. Keep your eyes closed!
Jack: D’you trust me?
Rose: I trust you.

Transcript from the scene "I'm flying"
-From The Titanic.

Now I'm in the mood for The Titanic or a meaningful, romance film.

Fallin' for you


And I know that, I know you'll always be there to catch me when I fall.

I just need you to know that I am always here, to do the same.


Artist: Colbie Caillat
Song: Falling For You
Edits: Felicia ( In bold)


I don't know but
I think I may have
Fell for you
Dropped so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting 'til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I've fallen for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know where to
I think I've fallen for you
I've fallen for you

As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me

I'm trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I've fallen for you
I've been waiting all my life and now I found ya
I don't know where to
I think I've fallen for you
I've fallen for you

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

The checklist


May, a busy month?
Neverrr!

AMOUNT OF ESSAYS TO COMPLETE:
only enough to drive me to temporary insanity.

Legal framework.
x4 questions.
&
Research assignment.
DISLIKE.

Criminal Law

x6 questions.
&
Evaluate court case assignment.

Elements of contract
Consideration
Clarke v Boss
Dad v Bozzo
Bird v Worm
Bank v Alan
&
Capacity to contract
Steinberg v Scala (Leeds)

Law of personal property

Pledges and Pawnbrokers
x1 essay
&
Chattels Security
x2 essays
Mother's day
Samantha's 10th birthday
Dad's 51st
Gran's birthday
Flqp &Jc's 6 month anniversary
Land myself in a big-ass debt
Complete my Diploma
Make things work at home, with the family
Learn that crying doesn't fix a thing but sure as hell makes me feel better
Am a teenage girl taking a hell of a ride on a hormonal induced rollercoaster
In love and happy
Winter shopping :'o)

The list above, of essays doesn't even include studying for my next set of exams.
You have to admit, that's kind of sad.

But yeah, other than the ridiculous workload, having this feeling that I might be getting a little sick and the conflict and issues with the family,


Life is great at the moment.


"You know you love me, xoxo...
Gossip Girl."
I'm really and honestly not that obsessed, i've just been watching too much of it lately ;)



Okay then,
Until next time!

The shortfall



Everybody has their own stories and well, this is mine.

SO CLOSE!
I just received my exam results back for 'law of personal property.'
I received a 71%
and I just missed out on an 'A'.
To be exact, 4% or 2.5 marks off.
So it did matter that I had missed that bit of information which I had forgot to include.
But I now know, for next time just to work that little bit harder to get that A.
So that will be my motivation until then.

At the library at the moment.
Attempting to work on the many assignments.
Wish me luck.

What else.
I miss my J to the C, my bay to the bee. aha :')
And that's pretty much it.
All for now.


Signing off,
Felicia.

Two can play this game


"3 words, 8 letters, say it and I'm yours."
-Gossip Girl.

Hello y'all, from my practice and procedure class at tafe :)
This might just be a very unorganised, messy post about everything.
Have nearly caught up with the workload for this class.
And so yeah, here I am blogging.

If anything, there was something I realised just reccently.
Well, I've known it all along, only it didn't click until say last week.
Call it an epiphany but they say it takes two to tango as it takes two to fight.
If you just stepped back a little, gave way a little, or down from the battlefield altogether, Wouldn't there be a little less friction?
A little less to fight about?
Making you the bigger person.
Although I can't talk,
Because if it's anything I have inherrited, it is my total need to prove a point.
But I know now, it doesn't have to be like that.

"The only way something dies is if you stop feeding it."
-Joyce Meyer



Another thing.
Approaches.
Responses.
Or how you address an issue.
There are different was of approaching an issue, different ways you can go about it.
Hm, think this. Say if I were to come complaining to you about how I had to get up at 8am this morning, you could either respond by saying "aw honey, that's okay. At least you know you haven't wasted half your day by sleeping through it."
or you could respond by saying "are you sure you've come to the right person to complain? I mean look at me, I have to get up at 6am everyday. Who cares about you."
See the difference?
Choosing the way you respond to things could either make you a less or more likable person.
Even if they're just little things.

And I believe that everything happens for a reason.
So yes, that's what I've learnt.

Hmhmhmm *hums* what else.
This class drags on for way too long, I reckon.
Starts at 8.30am and finishes at 12pm.
Oh, I wish I had learnt italian properly all through primary and highschool.
I regret not.
The reason being, I would really like to travel in Europe at some point of my life, Italy or Rome being one of the destinations I would like to travel to.
I was even in extention LOTE class at one stage and still, I don't know very much.


Alrighty, that's all I got on me right now, I think.
Hmhmmhmm *hums* until next time! :)


Tuesday, May 11, 2010

What if?


Hi everybody!

How are we?
I am currently at the library working on the many essays that I have yet to finish.
I am also waiting for a particular someone to get off work so that we can go watch a movie at carousel, later tonight. :)
I have currently completed all the one's I had to do for 'valuable consideration' and only have the one left on 'capacity to contract' before I've finished all we had to do at the moment for elements of contract.
And that's just for elements of contract alone.
We still have my stuff for legal framework, law of personal property, practice and procedures and criminal law.
Yes, anyway enough about the educational aspects of my life.
So what has happened in life since the last time I wrote?
Well, the workload is piling up. Majorly.
A shitload of birthdays and events are coming up and happening this month.
And well apart from that, I can't think of much else.

Ooh, watched 'letters to juliet' last weekend with my beloved sister and Jake.
I was inspired by it.
We decided that besides being really, really predictable, the movie itself was alright.
But yes, the movie did get me thinking.

Life is built on the decisions we make.
The decisions we make decide what type of person we are, the person that will become of us.
We go through each day and the biggest decision we make without even realising it is choosing to get up every single morning to another day.

we pick from a closet of clothes and choose to wear, we choose from a menu what to have for lunch, whether to go to that mates 18th or to stay home and finish that major assignment due the next morning, whether to do this or whether to do that.
Most of us monitor the things we choose to do, how it might affect the people around us and what the eventual outcome may be.
It is the little decisions though, which make the big picture.
Little decisions you make right now, like putting a little extra time studying that sub-topic you didn't get, or putting a little more time into the family will develop the perceptions that people develop of you, where you want to get to in life and the person that you are.

But sometimes, we stop ourselves from doing things we want to do and it's not because we can't do them but it's because we're too scared to try. You have to ask yourself - Do you want to live your life asking... "What If?", "Why Didn't I?" or "It could have been different..." Its the journey you take that's important, not the finish line.

You can always, always, always try new things. Remember, there are two outcomes when doing so- you can win or you can lose. If you win, all the better. If you lose, tell yourself . "I tried, I gave it what I could." I think that's the most important thing in life - because, we don't come back and sometimes we don't get a second try. Sometimes we don't know what we want. If we don't - at least we give it a shot - I guess we'll never know. I guess whether you win or you lose, not knowing would be the biggest loss...

I suppose the main message is you never know if you never try.

Alrighty then, until next time!

Friday, May 7, 2010

Productive study session, please



Life may knock you down sometimes, but that's life. You choose to get back up.


Hello readers!
How are we?
Just a short post today, for the sake of updating.
I really should be studying right now.
Haven't done much of that lately.
Yes, anyway I better catch up with my workload now before I fall even further behind.

it really is, the mentality.


"You're my hunny bun, sugar plum, pumpy upmy upmy umpkin.
You're my sweetie pie.
You're my cuppy cake,gumdrop,shyummkums pure,The apple of my eye!
And I love you so, and I want you to know that i'll always be right here.
And I love to sing this song to you Because you are so dear!"




Toodles my twinkle toes, shortcake, fairyfloss, sugar pie!
Until we meet again next time!

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

So, who do you idolise?





Hey!


How are we all today?
Good? :')
How's everyone's week been so far?
I just got back from the city and I feel like I haven't been too unproductive today which is good but I'm also feeling quite tired at the moment so this might be quite rambly.


Today, I bought the criminal law book I need for when I start my new class tomorrow and that alone cost me 100 bucks! :(
And I have a tonne of work I need to get done by tomorrow, none of which i've started.

What else? ah yes, I was considering getting my "since 1992" tattoo done today, on the lower part of my back, just above my crack :P but I wasn't sure, so I left it.


However, my buddy Mark got his done today :)
He decided to get a tattoo like the one on David Beckham which got me thinking, we all have our idols, somebody we look up to, someone we admire.

Who do you idolise?

It could be a celebrity, a gaming charcter, a person, a friend, anyone.
We all have people or factors that influence what we choose to do what we choose to believe and the decisions we make in our lives.

Who influences you?

Because I have a good idea of the one's that influence me, the one's I idolise.

christian-cross-tattoos.jpg proof image by easleyy

Okay, so here's a picture of the tattoo David Beckham has done.
& the tattoo translates into:

"Death and life have determined appointments, riches and honor depend upon heaven.”

or a better translation would be:
“Life and death are decided by fate, wealth and honor are from heaven.”


Mark right after he got his tattoo.
Not the best photo, but the only one I was manage to capture on my phone.

It looks as if it cains like crazy, huh?
Getting it done above his ribs and all but yeah, he stuck it through and did a good job at making look like it didn't hurt as much as it might have.
What a brave kid!

Anyway, that's all for now.


Off to start my workload due for my new class tomorrow so that i can fit in a gossip girl session somewhere, maybe later on tonight.


Until next time!




















Tuesday, May 4, 2010

The absence of oxygen



I am suffocating, it's like cling wrap, tightly around my face.
There's no simpler way to put it,
I cannot breathe.



We are all trying to figure out who we are in this world,
who our friends are,
where we fit in,
what type of person we want to become,
what we want to do with our life,
just where we fit on this earth.
And what makes us, us.



In life, you learn to read between the lines, you learn why things are different shades of grey and not just black and white.


You learn why some things work out, while others don't.

You learn that when love doesn't work out or when your heart feels like it's been put through a mincing machine; you'll survive.

That even though your chest hurts like crazy and you think it'll never go away, sometimes, it does; and it fades into a warm fuzzy memory. That the obstacles are there to see how you handle them. That even though crying doesn't solve anything, it sure as hell makes you feel better. You learn not to sweat the small stuff.

To differentiate between those who want to see you fall from those who will see you soar.

A reason to start over new; and the reason is you



That's what you never got. It takes an entire lifetime to write the words "And they lived happily ever after."

"When you lived here, it was a city. When you left, it became a town. "
--

"I'm a picture without a frame. A poem without a rhyme. A car with three wheels. A sun without fire. I am a gun without bullets. I am the truth without someone to hear it. I am a feeling without someone to feel it.

This is who I am.

A mess without you, something beautiful with you."






"While you weren't listening, all our love songs became sad songs."

"There are a million important things to do. But none as important as lying here next to you."


"You close your eyes when you cry. That's okay. Just don't keep them closed too long. Things have become beautiful since you last looked. There's nothing more to cry about."


"I'm fine. I just break sometimes. Just understand that if I break, I'm breaking for you."





"Love is patient, love is kind, and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things."
--Paul in I Corinthians 13:4-7
"If it doesn't happen magically over night, you might want to try doing it manually, every day."





For better or for worse



I just need to be able to tell people I was here, I felt, I lived, I laughed, I cried, I loved.


"It sounds pretty but I disagree. I believe there are moments in your life when you have to dance like everyone is watching."


No, I never read magazines when i'm meant to be studying.
Or anything.

Nor do I pose with the boyfriend's gatsby :o)

"Love is when you don't want to sleep, because reality is better than a dream."



'I'll miss you fron a distance."

photo's taken by me.
subject: lillian.
Footprints In The Sand.

"One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed two sets offootprints in the sand: one belongingto him, and the other to the LORD.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him,he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path ofhis life there was only one set of footprints.He also noticed that it happened at the verylowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and hequestioned the LORD about it:"LORD, you said that once I decided to followyou, you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the mosttroublesome times in my life,there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why whenI needed you most you would leave me."The LORD replied:"My son, my precious child,I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,when you see only one set of footprints,it was then that I carried you."

Written by Carolyn Joyce Carty

And here I am, blogging when really, I should be working on them many assignments I need to get done. Yeah, I thought I might add a few photo's to make my blog look more blog-like.
I used to read a whole lot but now it seems like I can never find the time. Well, I've sort of started reading again. I'm currently reading the book my sister had to annotate for english,"To Kill A Mocking Bird" by Harper Lee.
Not much else to say,
Might start some of those assignments now so that I don't fall behind.
Until next time!

Monday, May 3, 2010

Once upon a time, it really didn't matter


"If you are a Christian, you are not a citizen of this world trying to get to heaven; you are a citizen of heaven making your way through this world."

It's been a year since I've actually last blogged. I thought I might revive my blog as a way to record my thoughts, feelings, to make a note of where I am in life and just write about anything, really. I'm going to try for the whole motivational post because I think it could be what you and I might need at the moment. Okay, so today I learnt that in the real world, it really is no pain, no gain. If you don't put in the effort, don't expect to get results. That's with everything, really. You can apply that to everything you do in life. So what do you expect to get out of it all? What do you expect to see when you actually do try? We have a tendency to "try" for a while, and then when we do not see quick results we stop trying, which is probably what got us into trouble in the first place.

A person may strike a rock ninety-nine time upon the ground, and there may be no evidence at all that the rock is cracking. Then on the one hundredth time, it may split in half. Each blow was weakening the stone even though there was no signs to indicate it.

So the changes in life you ask, since our last encounter?
My 2009 consisted of graduating and therefore surviving highschool, not taking school seriously yet I still passed, learning a great deal about the different types of relationships, being in and out of a long term relationship, attending the year 12 ball, starting and ending friendships, realising that trust is way easier to lose than to gain, gaining trust, then losing it, going our seperate ways, having the security of being in highschool kicked out from under us, entering the real world, going overseas at the end of the year to singapore with family and friends, having multiple break-downs due to being a teenager, haywired with emotions, ditching myspace for facebook, becoming a fan of and joining way too many facebook groups, becoming sleep-deprived and nocturnal, partying like an animal, being mentally and emotionally insecure and unstable, having an ample amount of good and bad times, laughing til I cried, rolling my ankle so bad while dancing around selling chocolates with my sister that my mum had to drive out to get me, crying and laughing at once, getting in trouble, falling into unhealthy eating habits and balancing friends, family, school and work.


2010.
It's only the start of the year, and already I feel that I'm at good place in life right now. I have reccently just started building and developing my religious beliefs. I feel that I have a better mentality, am in a better emotional state, feeling more motivated, determined and overall feeling much better than I did last year. I'm thinking that most of this would be because of a very special person that has always been there to support me through the good and the bad. I have a lot to be thankful for. I would really like to get back into healthier and better eating and sleeping habits, put in the effort to except to see results, with friends, education, family, study and work hard, grow to become a more positive, better and stronger person, hurdle over obstacles that are put in my way, in life, not let what people think or say get to me as much or at the least, get me down, I would like to improve on and develop my social and writing skills, help someone that is maybe less fortunate than I am, I have made new friends, kept old ones and would like to continue to make things work with the family and being able to balance everything from school to friends to family.


Yes, okay i've run out of things. I honestly can't think of anything else worthwhile mentioning right now, so until next time! if there is one. :)

And then there are people, like you

You don’t ask for someone’s help, be all ignorant, unappreciative (& as if that’s not enough) ,turn it around on them.

If you were smarter, you would have thought up some of your own ideas from your own freaking head &sorted your own shit out yourself.

You wouldn’t be coming to me, asking for my help, (conduct it wrongly) then tell her it was because I told you so.

Whar are you? A puppet? An effing dog? If their owners asked them to go jump off a cliff, chances are they wouldn’t because even dogs can friggin think for themselves.

Because everyone loves reading about everyone elses lives

You don't have to understand me.
I don't want you to.
So why must you try?

Everyone has their own thoughts and opinions. Just like you. Just because mine don't match yours, don't mean they're wrong. What are you? My analyst?! Stop analysing, questioning, judging, critiquing everything I do.
So what?
I'm not allowed to have an opinion now?
Why are you always making something out of everylittlething.

Chill.
And back the hell off.

Okay, rant over. :o)
Something you didn't know about me, which you know do :]]! I'm not so much of a frequent blogger.
I only blog when I can...want...feel like it!